Someone Trying to Tell Me Something

I guess someone is trying to me something. Just when I need to hear or read something, it pops up. It can be in a post or e-mail, there it is to help me, guide me. 

I guess I really need to start listening to them and live them. 

One Step Forward… Three Steps Back

Well after my post from yesterday, I thought I was moving in the right direction. 

Silly me! Now I’m more confused, mad and heartbroken. I have no idea what to do next?

Ask Big

I’m not much in watching Joel Osteen’s ministry on TV. But the other night, it was on and didn’t change the channel.

His message was Ask Big.

#681, Ask Big

When we pray and release our faith—when we ask God to work in our lives—our asking opens the door for His great work in our lives. But, we have to ask.

Jabez prayed a bold prayer to God in 1 Chronicles 4:10. Despite his upbringing and surroundings, he dared to ask God for His blessing. “Oh, that You would bless me indeed.”

Are you asking big prayers, or are you letting your circumstances, how you were raised, how impossible it looks keep you from big prayers? Don’t let a lack of asking keep you from God’s best in your life any longer! Let this message inspire you to ask big so you can walk in the fullness that God has for you and become everything God has created you to be! (from

This struck several cords for me. And like many things that happen in my life, God is sending me messages that I need to listen to and open my heart to. But there are some roadblocks that I need to overcome before I can do that.

So I guess my first “Ask Big” prayer should be, how do I overcome those roadblocks that I have built around me?

Recently, I asked for prayers, good vibes and good juju to be sent my way. My family and friends showered me with all of that and more. So I know there are people out there that do care about me. I just need to let down my walls and learn to care about myself. I can’t be that bad of a person if all of those people took time to show me that they care for me.

So, how I’m I going to change that? That’s going to be a mighty “Ask Big” prayer.

Quotes and Sayings for the Week

Here are some quotes and sayings that seem to know what I’m going through now. 

Twenty Seconds

Benjamin Mee: “You know, sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of just embarrassing bravery. And I promise you, something great will come of it.

“We Bought a Zoo” Quotes

I was thinking of the quote the other day. 

I like to think of myself as a Lone Wolf who is not afraid to do anything. And usually I am. But recently, I am treading in uncharted territory for me.

If I just had “… twenty seconds of insane courage,” I want to ask five (5) questions to someone. 

Not 100% sure why I’m so scared to ask these questions? Maybe I don’t want to know the answers? Maybe I rather not know the truth, so I won’t get hurt?

But whatever it is, it has got me so confused sometimes, that I want to hide. Other times, I think I’m going to be brave and ask my questions, but the opportunity isn’t there. 

How come I have courage for somethings, but not this? I can find, read and posts all kinds of positive and motivation quotes to share with others. But for me? 

God, how I wish I had “… twenty seconds of insane ccourag… And I promise you, something great will come of it.”

You Just Do It

Still trying to grasps the news I got Monday. I know that everything will be fine. But as much as I want to live the saying above, I would love to have someone tell me it’s going to be OK and I’m here for you. 

But until that happens, I’m going try my hardest to live by these words. 

Words I Need To Live By

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